All Alone

As I look back at the past year, I wonder if my existence has been a waste of time...if I'm just a waste of space. Am I worth the time that people put into me? Am I worth the worry? ....I wonder.

I wish I could answer all the questions that I have. I don't think anyone has the answer to all the questions I have. Lately, more times then not, I feel all alone. I feel like there's no hope. I'm not sure what else to say...

I'm scared.

I'm scared of how I feel, of what I know and remember....I'm scared of myself.

I'm not sure anyone does or can understand....I'm alone.